I have been asking myself. Is my friendship with both my bestfriends one-sided or is it just me not trusting them. I don’t know. I asked one of my bestfriends and i guess he can’t answer it either.
I don’t know why but somehow this questio just came to me and like a bullet.
I just can’t understand how my mind works therefore i don’t even understand who and what i am right now.
But.. come to think of it.. we do have great moments together. I should have leave out the dark side of my memories with them.
Today, one of bestfriend.. maybe i let him down but. i gess he is happy today. I let him be with his other friend eventhough it hurt me a lil bit. But, i don’t mind. I just want him to have fun today.
I guess this is it. I have to do my extra ordinary hw.
