Being all helpless

I can’t stand this feeling!! I am so helpless. I hate this feeling!!!!!!!!!!! I’ll have to do something before i get all Emo and selfdestruct!

Not in the mood for anything tonight.

I hate being me tonight. I promised myself to be Emo but tonight is where i draw the lines. I want to because i’m feeling the way i am right now. My heart ache, my chest ache, every inch of me ache. Might as well die in the Tsunami or something. I can’t help but feeling so helpless. Not being able to help someone i cared most..

It hurt so bad.. I know i can’t help but to let tears and wash out all the pain.. and not hurt myself like i did before…

I hate being me right now. I hate myself…

Lost and being hopeful

I woke up extremely late this morning and didn’t have the mood to go for my Jumaat prayers and of course missed a certain someone (sigh.. its been two weeks since that day) Anyway, i was cranky this morning because my mom woke me up!! I hate when someone woke me up. But, if it is someone beautiful or a certain someone… wake me up anytime and i’ll be yours forever (Haha)

I was suppose to post something for someone, i went on and on for hours and decided not to post it because it too risky and i just can’t get through it without saying it to that someone face to face. I’m sorry but that just have to wait.

I can’t help worrying about a certain someone. Its because i know i am a part of that someone but i am helpless to do anything. I want to its just that i didn’t have the courage to be the real me in this real world. I know i have to, when the time comes i will show the real me try to help that someone. I just hope that someone is okay because i know that someone can do it.

I took this some sort of personality test thing and here are the results that i get.

What is your street sign? U-turn

What is your choice of weapon? Mace??

Junk!! Except the street sign thing because the description fits. My choice of weapon would be a broadsword or Bow and arrow.

Anyway, thats all, i need to finish up my homework.