For starters, i can’t sleep last night! Slept at 3am (It school night!! and I didn’t even do my hw then. Stupid asshole) Anyway, i can’t help worrying about a certain someone. My mind has been going on and on and on and around and around and up and up and away, thinking maybe I am a part of this whole thing. I am the one to blame or something. What kind of bestfriend am i!? It sucks to be me right now!
Anyway, i woke up early this morning and meet Hafiz in his class and did my hw there. (He was going through his excellent presentation.. Goodboy!) Then have my usual class (mind you i was CRANKY AND WAS SHITTY ABOUT STUFF BECAUSE I DIDN’T GET ENOUGH SLEEP AND I STILL AM RIGHT NOW! I can’t sleep……) I made fun all the things to make fun off just to clear my mind and put my mind away from ever going sad and ruin my day. Since most of you guys knew how i behaved in school just now, here is a short tiny paragraph that’s going in my mind while i was partly happy and crazy.
I have half a mind to go to school but i have to and part of me want to because i want to meet my friends supposedly to be away from the crazy thoughts. Why is a certain someone (selalu ku tagur kenapa angan2) keeps on thinking about something. Its as if he is in his own world (dude, i’m really worried about you, can you please talk to me if there is something bothering you..). It sucks being me right now. Why is the sky blue and the grass green and the sun hot and Dorky is nowhere to be seen? That certain someone looked so beautiful this morning while i was doing my BM hw (terasa anyone??). Where is Hafyz during breaktime?? (I want to torture him!!)
Ms Nor Chua told me that i hadn’t hand in two exercises before the holiday. (Weird! i don’t remember having the paper with me.. Maybe i lost it somewhere in my room when i was cleaning up)
Hafyz told me to meet him at the canteen area after my afternoon class and instead he came to the Bio lab and kind fetch me there. Haha. I told him that i need to help Ck. Noridah to put up the pictures about our KL trip onto a noticeboard somewhere at the concourse area. He helped too! Goodboy. We had so much fun while going through the pictures and Hafyz made fun of me! Then we went to the library and Hafyz acted as if he’s trying to rape me or something (Naughty boy!) It kinda freaked me out because his face was full of shit! haha.. then we played the part in the movies where the “love at first sight” part where two people for opposite sides took a book and saw each other right through the book shelf and smiled. Haha!!
My night was hell! i was so tired that i could barely think or even make any move. But, i have too. (kesian karang c Hafiz nda bedangan arah tuition) So yea… we had fun, did the work that was given to us three-weeks ago and only managed to answer only 3 questions tonight. The guy next to us kept telling us this jokes and it was FUNNY!! i can’t help but laughed all night eventhough i was tired as hell.
Anyway, thats it.. I know its late and I should be in bed right now….. BUT I STILL CAN’T SLEEP…… I’M WORRIED ABOUT SOMETHING!!……….
