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Archive for July 13th, 2008

Prynsa-ing

Posted by ruq26 on July 13, 2008

Hey readers.. I see a lot of clicks today and yesterday, and i see a lot of love in the air and some babalians. (macam that certain someone.. terasa anyone??)

Anyway.. I smiled almost the whole time today to keep me positive maybe do something impossible and i did! and then i got so tired of smiling and slept most of the day.

I spent most of the afternoon finalizing my prynsa work and its almost done! Except cutting and coloring and something..

I had my night class so i’m a bit tired right now.

Anyway guys (yg sampat baca tonight) Goodluck for your English Qualifying Exams..

Love you all~

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Showing My Deepest Gratitude

Posted by ruq26 on July 13, 2008

I would like to take this opportunity to thank those who took their time (mcm c Hafyz.. Halim pun balum smpai ntuk dapatkn gelaran mu tu.. Haha!)

Anyway.. Thanks for reading my blog and i’ll keep updating it and add some cool links for you guys~ and of course myself!

Laters readers~ and Haafyz, Halim, Jazmi, Ayyub and Nafii (Others aku nda dpt mention because these guys marah kalau nada nama dorg dalam blog ku~~~)

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Love

Posted by ruq26 on July 13, 2008

I have been having this crazy thoughts about love. What if I can’t or never find the right person for me. I have been in a relationship before. I was the one who started it and I was the one ended it. I just don’t have the courage to move on. Where will this relationship go? Where it is heading? Do I really love this person? Why don’t I get the ‘in’ thing of this relationship? What will happen in the future?

What is love actually? Does love means that when you see that certain someone you get all this weird feelings? Your palms starts to sweat? You froze when that person is close to you? You feel safe and secure when you are around that person? You could sense that certain someone’s presence around you?

I have seen a lot of break ups and some of it ended badly. Suicide? Drugs? Alcohol? I hurts to lose someone you loved and cared and now that someone treated you like you are no one.

It is even more painful when that someone goes after you and left with no explanation. Love is painful at times and Love is the most beautiful thing anyone could ever have.

I don’t know because the only person that made me feel all of the above is a certain someone. Does that mean that I love that certain someone? I hate feeling all lost and confused. I can’t love that someone because that certain someone is a special someone. I know this is complicated, trust me its even more complicated when you are in my situation.

Love don’t just apply in a relationship. But it is also between family, friends, bestfriends, the people around us. I used to say I love you to my bestfriends because what if we never see each other again? What if death took me away from everyone? We never know when the time for us to go forever?

For this post, I didn’t password protected it because I really want to talk and show it you guys the meaning of love from my point of view. I know this is just a short and simple post but.. This is what I have been thinking about for some time now.

Thats it i guess..

Love you all!~

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Saturday Menace

Posted by ruq26 on July 13, 2008

Hey readers and Hafyz, Halim, Jazmi, Ayyub, Nafii.. ( Mesti adakan nama kamu ani! hahahaha!)

My Saturday was hectic or rather kinda usual but hectic. Today was fun because its always fun when hanging out with Hafyz and Hafiz and 5H dudes. (Menyasak plang p.. Talorr! haha)

Today we had Physics, which was same as usual (my mind always wander someplace else..) Mr. Chok as usual being Funny and all. Maths D. Sir Z being all weird. Chem, Ms Kartini being ever so loud. B.Melayu, Ck Hasimah took 3 or 4 of the cubes (C Halim punya selamat!! haha.. baik jua nasib cubenya atu) A.maths, Mr Soh was unusually angry anf boring today.. (PMS kali!!) Then we had computer but Ms. Chan wasn’t there so we had lots and lots of fun in the computer lab.

Afternoon was the same thing. Had fun with Hafyz and Halim but mostly Hafyz. Thanks for being there dude! It sure is fun hanging out with because you’re full of smile and laughter.. (my kekanda kali aa.. my kipas. Haha)

So thats it i guess. I am so sleepy right now!! huhu.

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